For starters, I love you. I was so heart-broken when you said that you felt judged by us. That us you mentioned includes myself. I think I'm too quick to offer advice (judgement) and too slow in realizing whether or not people actually want it. My hope is that you never feel judged by myself, or the rest of us, ever again. What you said is true- in a group of friends you should never have to feel judged. You should be able to be yourself.
Hannah, you're a wonderful person. I feel that sometimes just because your actions differ from mine that I automatically think it's flirting. When in truth- you are only trying to be yourself.
For that I am sorry, please forgive me.
I'm sorry I'm so messed up right now that I make you feel sad. I wish I were a stronger person and didn't have to make you guys worry about me.
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing this. It means so much more than I can tell you because I feel loved when reached out to, and I just don't feel that much anymore.
Thank you for seeing me.