Thursday, October 29, 2009

Psychology!

I'm at school! On blogger! WOOOOOOOOT!

I'm sitting next to Miss Jennifer and Miss Ciara.
I'm such a rebel.
I'm using the computer for something NOT educational. In your face Mrs. Childress.

Okay, so get this. We had to fill out an assignment on death and dying. It was quite morbid... It was asking things about what we would do if we had one day to live, blah blah blah. Then the question "What would your epitaph say?..." Mine said "This is just the beginning" but then Jennifers says.. "Don't step on me." Oh Jennifer.
I love psychology class.

yay.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Greenville.

I want to be there right now.
bad.

I can't wait for college, everyone seems awesome there.
Seeing as how I would fit in with the awesomeness just fine, I should be there now. :D

My only fear is getting a creeper for a roomate.
*shudder*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

YES!

I'm seeing progress, I'm seeing change, I'm seeing her want change.
My friend, whom I have been talking about witnessing to is beginning to change.

We went to church tonight and she said, "I don't know why I don't go on Sunday morning." So I offered her a ride on Sundays, and now she's going! She used to go with me on Sunday mornings, but then we stopped going to that one church.
The best part...
She asked me to pray with her. We sat on my bed, held hands together, and I prayed aloud with her for all the things she requested (one of them being for her to become closer to God) YES!

I'm so happy, I'm seeing the seed that I planted begin to flourish.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Love. Trust. Adoration.

I had a life-changing morning.
No lie.

We had a guest speaker at church this morning. Her and her husband came from Louisville, Kentucky to speak to us. Well I wasn't really all too impressed with her at first because I didn't like her voice, but then she really started speaking to me. (Excuse me while I digress) I wrote a blog a couple weeks back about talking to a friend of mine, about really being a light and witnessing to her. At the time I felt like something was going to change, but recently I have found that her actions aren't really changing so I continue to pray for her. Anywho, this woman starting talking about witnessing. She said, "If you have kept praying and praying for someone and you feel like you have done all you can and you just want to leave it alone; don't give up." She really made a point with not giving up and that was really what I needed to hear. From then on I was hanging on her every word.

After her sermon was over she said that she felt like she was being led to do something for God. She said, "If anyone has on their hearts the passion for bringing people to the Lord please come stand at the altar with me." I wasn't really wanting to go up and stand in front of the whole church because I knew I would get emotional, but I did. I walked up and my mom followed me. This woman and her husband were just walking around the group and praying for all of us. They called it "Soul searchers", I thought that was pretty neat. So this man walks by me and is praying and I hear "Lord give them the spirit to say the words that the people need to hear, let them be a light" and he touches my forehead and I break out in tears. I couldn't control it and I stood at the altar and prayed and cried and when I opened my eyes I realize that there is only one other lady standing there. All the others had gone to sit down.

My pastor, my youth pastor and the speaker all layed hands on me and prayed for me. This prayer touched my heart like no other. It was something along the lines of, "Lord this young woman standing before You has a passion for You. Give her the strength and the spirit to reach out to those around her." When they are done praying for me I go to sit down next to my momma.

Pastor Webb stands up and says that God is asking him to speak for him in this moment. He says this:
"I'm speaking to those under the age of 20 in this room. I have the answers you are looking for, I know where you will go to college and it's all planned out for you. Trust me, just trust me. I have the answers, I have guidance and oh, I have a mate for you. Trust me with all of your being, and I will lead you where you need to be."

Those words consisted of EVERYTHING I had been praying for in the past 2 weeks. Coincidence? I think not. I have been overwhelmed with where I want to go to college, I have been looking for answers from God about what I'm supposed to do with my life. And the main thing I've been praying for is an amazing Christian guy to come into my life. I'm a romantic without romance, how sad. But, he added that last part about having a mate as a side note, like it was just coming to him.

I am on fire right now, I am giving everything I am over to God. I know that He is going to lead me where I need to go. I hope that people can start to see more of Him and less of me in my life.
It will make my life if I see 2 people in my life who mean so much to me give their lives to God. I can't express how scared I am for them, how much I want to spend eternity with them, how much I want them to see what I see.
It's all in God's hands now.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Mac.

I want one right now.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The cutest thing ever.

When cute old people hold hands.
cutest.
thing.
EVAR.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Last Homecoming.

High school homecomings are now over for me. This years homecoming was actually pretty darn good.
Danced my last dance with a cute boy ;].
One of my best friends won Homecoming Queen.
Went to a bonfire afterward and stayed out till 2.
Rode in a huge party van that we named "The Rolling Turd".
Jake almost hit a deer on the way to the dance.
The Rolling Turd didn't start right after the dance so we sat around for a bit laughing about it.
I forgot to warn a friend about Pibb on a seat, and she sat on it. ( I know that's horrible, but it was hilarious).