I miss Joe. I miss being able to just vent to him without feeling bad about pouring everything out on him. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for you girls, but everybody around me is dealing with something or another and I don't want to add to their problems by throwing out my own.
But I do have my own, and I am struggling too. Maybe not as much as others, but struggle is struggle.
I'm scared too.
I don't miss Joe as he is now. I miss who he was. Every time we talk for just a little bit one on one the old Joe emerges. The Joe that would notice if I was upset and try to make it better.
My best friend.
Who is he now?
I know the feeling. I hope he'll come around and realize what he's losing.
ReplyDeleteI hope so too.
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ReplyDeleteThat blows.
Psh. True friends are the ones that want to hear about your problems even if they're going through hell. Plus- it's someone else's problem to hear about. So, it's a distraction. (:
So, don't you worry about that much. :P
Don't hesitate to give me a call if you ever feel the need to :)
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