Here's me pouring out my heart. If only I could actually do it.
I'm tired of feeling guilty for something that you don't even know the whole story to, you have to be one of the most oblivious people I know.
I love you.
I can't trick myself any longer (I just went through a phase saying that I loved you only as my best friend)
Lies. I try to trick myself so I don't get hurt, well I'm through pretending.
I want to tell you in person so badly. I want to see the expression on your face. I want to know how you feel. I want to know that I'm not crazy in thinking that you do have something stirring in your heart for me.
I'm tired of holding this feeling in. I long to be romanced, (God made women that way!). I long to be romanced by you. You know what? I don't feel like being with you would be a bad thing on a religious standpoint. I've come to terms with how you feel and maybe someday that will change, but honestly you have to be one of the nicest people I know. I couldn't ask for a better friend.
If that's what is holding us back then we should both let go and see where that takes us.
I'm ready to start an adventure with you.
That very romantic... (:
ReplyDeleteHave you asked God whether or not Joe is the one?
I'm too scared to ask, because I don't know if I would be hearing God tell me yes, or if I would just be hoping for that and then assuming he says yes.
ReplyDeletehm.
You need to ask, because what if the answer is NO?
ReplyDeleteI'm not saying it is or isn't, but you'll be extremely hurt if it is no when you could have avoided that. :/
God will give you the right answer if you're completely honest about it. If you can say: it doesn't matter who I'm with, but that I'm doing what God wants of me- then he'll answer you.
Actaully you can do it, you just won't.
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