These past few days have been amazing. I went to a Copeland show with my friends on Wednesday in St. Louis. AMAZING. Just as I expected it to be. Front row and everything. The drunk girls that were trying to dance with Maranda were pretty hilarious though. Creepy, but funny.Then today Josie and I went to Elsah, Grafton, and Alton. Even though it was freaking cold outside I got some pretty good pictures. She showed me a new spot, and it was really cool. Spraypaint all over the place. Some good, some totally pointless.
We had alot of good conversations that have got me thinking alot today. Josie told me that anyone can be free, it's just their choice to let go. It made me realize that I'm really the one holding onto things, everything else has released it's grip. It's finally time for me to be free. I've been struggling to be free all this time, when really it was only myself holding me back. I guess in my mind I was afraid to be free. I was afraid of what would happen if I couldn't hide behind the walls that I had built.
This life isn't going to just stop for me to take a breather.
"cause now today is your day
ReplyDeleteall that stuff that you used to take
im glad you threw all that away cause now you look so great
you never need to be afraid just know you went the right way
because even though we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
its mine to decide when i'll be alright"
"cross my heart"
the rocket summer
i just found that.
The Rocket Summer makes me happy.
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