Crossing paths with my past.

If only I had left my sisters when I meant to, I wouldn't have passed him. Why bring it up again? I haven't thought about the situation in so long, heck I haven't seen him in so long. Just when i'm starting to fully get over it. Every feeling came back. So now I've got the old feelings back, and the new feelings from a totally different situation. WHY?!

I can't make sense of anything anymore.
My mind is always racing.
I can't think.
I just want to yell.