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I'm quite excited, but I shouldn't be. I catch myself doing this a lot. I think of the outcome I'd like to see and then I get all excited thinking that it will happen that way. Well, a couple of my friends have been talking to Joe about prom.. Mind you, I haven't asked them to. Jake talked to him at track practice and told him that he should go with me. Emily talked to him in Pre-calc when I wasn't there and told him that he should go with me. Today Joe is talking to me in Pre-calc and said, "We need to discuss something" I give him a weird look and he says, "It's nothing bad, and I've barely seen you this week, we need to hang out. How about this friday?"

He was talking fast, like he'd already planned out what he was going to say. (or maybe I'm just imagining that). So then when we are talking about hanging out he says "We should go to the spot tomorrow!". I'm pretty sure that I've told him a million times that I find this spot so beautiful and romantic. So tomorrow evening we are going to the spot.

Is it so bad that I'm just hoping that something great will happen? I think so. I always get my hopes up and when I interpret things to be something remotely close to being romantic.. it turns out to be nothing of the sort. Especially with Joe. He's really hard to read sometimes.

PLUS! I asked him to go last year, isn't it only fair that he asks me this year? The boy is supposed to do that sort of thing anyway. Poop on my romantic imagination.